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Repitition, Insecurity, Humans and Vent This world continues to spin at its consistant pace to forever be twisting in the spiral without a choice. We all wish for that small stop; the point to be able to pause, and relax for a second. To take in that fresh air with the possiblity of the earth spinning in a opposite direction in attempt to bring back to the past where you felt safe. The point in your life where nothing could go wrong; but in the end no matter what... something bad is bound to happen around that corner. But because this realm is called "reality" the ablility to go back is impossible to human-kind. So we reminence on those times, yet are never able to reach it.
Perfection is Impossible.
This was obvious from the start, but why? Why must humans TRY and thrive for that? What is wrong with humans! The way we speak; the way we abuse one another in distasteful ways. Human nature causes me to shudder in disgus
.:The Past is the Present and the Future:.Growing up I never really got to know my parents. My father was killed in battle while my mother disappeared without a trace leaving me infront of the Duke Tree when I was a mere baby. Growing up I always felt at home in the Kokiri VIllage. Though for some reason I always felt like a outsider besides the fact I didn't have a fairy like the rest for quiet a while. I did have a really close friend there, her name was Saria. I sorta took a liking to this girl. She was sweet and such a darling. Her vibratant green eyes and hair. The day of obtaining my fairy, Navi, I had this dream.
It was a nightmare. The way the mans eyes were filled with sure bruit power. Thinking about that dream gave me shivers. Lets not forget the look in that young girls eyes, the worry mixture of fear. Only would I have know that this wasn't a mere dream. This would be come reality one day, but how would something so sinister happen to such a peaceful land. But I had to play out fate's system.
I faced many challang
The Start of It AllThis is where it all begins. Where I drag the final breath of my very existance into my broken lungs that no longer function right. At this point that last sight that sink in is the very image of my killer with thrill of the final moment I am dragged into the dark labryrinth I will be locked away in. As my hearing slowly goes to a deaf I hear the laugh of a true victor, the one who shall live on in this world, before that sense dulls to nothing. My blood stains the ground in the most ugly crimson red mess which I will only have witness once in a life time. All senses of this reality has yet vanished from my grasp. The presiousness of life cannot be streesed over enough. For I have been left to wonder the confound depths of darkness for all eternity. All those I left in my past life shall move on with no harm done. I will no longer feel the welcoming embrace of those I love most dearly. My ears shall never hear those enlightening voices I long to hear once more. The voice I allow to be
Desired LoveI sit on a bench in the most magnificent park. My eyes were rested on a most attractive young man who sat on a bench across from me. I smiled happy as the most striking pink cherry blossoms gentally flutter in the wind in the direction of the ground. My chest begins to boil in delight at the romantic atmosphere that devoured the scene around us. I lean forward a bit with a large grin as the young man slowly lifted his golden eyes to steal a glance at me before turning his gaze back down to the petled concrete. He seemed uneased about something... I couldn't put my fingure on why he seemed so tense. Even though I note his discomfort I still feel my heart flutter at the joy of being locked in his gorgeous golden eyes on me. Restlessness begins to eat away at me as I desire to go over to him but watching him from a far feels much more natural since I've done os for so long. A longing sigh escapes my lips in my lonelyness and desires. My neon eyes have rested on him unmoving since the mome
My Wicked Desire for RevengeMy gazed rested on the blood stained floor. My limps were weak and scars ate away at my flawless skin. I am nothing more then a toy tortured for her own entertainment. My own sister punishing me like this. How distasteful choice in means to hurt me. I do not give in to her as she wants to see my pain but I withdraw that pain til im alone... very alone that no one can here my crys in pain and sorrow.
Slowly I turn my honey orange gaze towards the door up the stairs. It's not a surprise that I'm not being hear and reaching others even though there its a small window that allows light inot this dim basement. May be my sister is jealous of me? I let my mind ponder on that but the sound of the door slowly creaching open disrupts my thoughts and I narrow my eyes at the blinding light. I see a sillouette of my sisters figure slowly making its way to me as the door closes behind her.
I stare at a small knife in my pocket I took from her the other day. I weakly drive my hand in my poket as anot
Lovely Crimon RedA girl with long violet hair was callapused on the ground. A guy who was walking not far off noted her laying there unconsious. His gaze was locked on her. 'I know her,' he thought silently to himself as he slowly approached her as if she were asleep. He hesitantly shook her shoulder only to get no reply. Her legs and ares were horrible bruised as if she was treated like nothing better then a rage doll.
He hesitantly scooped her up in his arms. Her light little frame was easy to carry in his grip. He stared at her for gental, peaceful expression in her bliss uncounsiousness. He swallowed hard at a hug bruise resting on her collar bone. He shuddered at the thought of what would have caused these to her. He let his leg carry him to hsi house without much thought on what he would do with the girl. She let out a small grunt as her foot smacked the door on the way in.
He gasped at that, freezing in his spot but she didn't rouse. His blue eyes wondered the house hoping his parents weren't ho
Warriors FanficA gray tabby tom looked around a forest. His blue eyes glistened in the starlight. A blue gray she-cat trotted over to him. Her blue eyes glew with pride and wisdom.
"Hello Jayfeather," The gray she-cat said bowing head slightly.
"Hello to you to Bluestar," replied the gray tabby tom with a flick of hsi tail.
Bluestar studied him."Is something troubling you?"
"No Im fine." Jayfeather said flatly.
"Follow me, I want to talk to you," Bluestar said.
Jayfeather was confused and got to his paws trotting after the once former leader Thunderclan. It wasn't very often that he would talk to Bluestar and not Yellowfang. His tail twitched a bit.
"Starclan has a gift for you waiting in your clan," the she-cat said.
"What do you mean by that?" Jayfeather asked confused.
"You shall be greeted by a Malpe and a Ice," Bluestar said.
"Theres ice everywhere its leafbear," He retorted as his tail lashed side to side.
Bluestar shook her head and disappeared. Darkness began to devour his sight. H
Ayame X SatsujinA guy with grayish hair watched a girl rentally ran her hand in a river. His breath was taken away by her beauty. Her brown hair glicened in the moon light as it seemed to rest on just her. The water's gental current was caught in her blue eyes. He itched to go over and talk to her now that they were alone. He noted she caught a scent and he instantly hid praying that she didn't notice him. After a few seconds he peered out at her again.
She smiled gentaly as her eyes caught a glimps of a shimmering fish. Her smile was illuminated in healthy glow of the stars. I've longed to talk to her in private by why can't I aproach her, he thought. He slowly rested his eyes on her plush cat ears. He slowly took one step towards her with great effort to approach her. She twisted around as her hand flung water up from behind her. The drops of water seemed to set a beautiful image for him to savor.
"Can I help you Satsujin?" she asked in a gental tone.
"No I just curious if I could join you next to t
Rin X SesshomaruA women with long black hair opened her gental brown eyes to find herself laying down alone next to the roots of a tree. She slowly sat up confused as she looked aorund for someone or soemthing. Hesitantly she turned her gaze towards the stream remembering how she got here but fear peirced her heart to be alone. Her brown eyes glazed over as tears formed in her eyes. 'May be Jaken was right that Im only a toy to Sesshomaru', she thought.
Suddenly Sesshomaru walked over to her from behind. He studied her for a while to see the tears formed in her eyes. Slowly he kneeled down next to her. She looked over at Sesshomaru and hugged him. Sesshomaru blinked and rubbed her back gentally in attempt to comfort his mate.
"Whats wrong Rin?" he asked at hsi voice hinted concern.
"I thought you left me all alone" Rin whimpered.
"Rin I wouldn't do such a thing, your my mate remember" Sesshomaru said in a gental tone.
Rin looked up at him with a small smile happy to know that. Sesshomaru kissed her ge
Burning Sky - Chapter 01Houses that looked all the same, squeezed between each other in a colorless street under a grayish and lifeless sky. This was the street where Harry had moved to with his mum a while ago. They already had organized the furniture inside the small house and now were relaxing. However his mother complained about the depressive neighborhood, Harry saw something interesting in it all. He was used to streets full of life, trees and children playing catch, so this was a huge change. His mum had mentioned how the dead-looking sky above them was still the same so this was something familiar to keep in mind. That was true, the sky really was the same and certainly at the sunset, that was about to start, they’d be able to see the red clouds just like they did in their old house, but for Harry this would still be a different experience because of the whole scenery around them.
He asked his mum if he could take a stroll around and see if he found anything interesting, and as expected, she sai
Burning Sky - Chapter 02In the next morning Harry woke up early, as if by impulse, and ran to his computer to send an email to John. He apologized for not sending the message last night as he said he would and invited the boy to go exploring after lunch. He really had no further plans, he just wanted to meet John and talk to him. His mum wasn’t so certain about it, she didn’t even believe that Harry had found a grocery store. Well, it wasn’t that she couldn’t believe, she just didn’t want to. That “John-boy” could not even be called John! She was so suspicious of everything around Harry since he was so gullible... She just wanted to protect him. He insisted so much, though! He even swore to her that John was a real cool fellow and that they talked about the sky the other day. Of course he didn’t mention John smoked, he wasn’t that dumb. After all the pushing, she let him go meet John. Harry had to agree, though, that she’d go with him to and also che
Burning Sky - Chapter 03- Who’s that, John?
- No one. – He replied with a dry voice - Come here please, Harry – John whispered to Harry, grabbing his arm and pulling him towards the back door.
- No, John – Harry stood in place, petrified – I’d like to meet your sister!! – He fled from John and walked over her – Hello, I’m Harry! I’m friends with your brother… You’re very cute, what’s your name?
- The spell has been cast; I was too late – said John dramatically to himself.
- My name is Alexa – She said as her black cat showed up from inside and asked to be carried by her. Alexa picked up the animal and held it in her arms. – Want some orange juice, Harry?
- Sure!! Thank you! – He replied, hearts in his eyes.
- Come in. – Every word she said had no emotion at all, she seemed cold as stone, but for Harry it was as if she was glowing from beauty. John’s
Sealed With My Kiss Chapter 2Sealed With My Kiss
I was walking around Alamos Town shopping for more flower seed's and get some Pokemon fruits while I'm at it, I'm sure the pokemon well enjoy it I stop seeing Dawn at a stand saleling Lunar Wings necklace so I walk over "Hey Dawn!"
She turn around after paying for it smiling at me specially Piplup he rush to my side waving his little flippers~ So cute! I bend down to pick him up "And hello to you too Piplup, you not causing anymore trouble for Dawn are ya?"
"Pip, piplup!" I couldn't help but giggle at how adorable Piplup is being~ "What did Piplup say?" I look at Dawn who was carious "he told me; I haven't cause any trouble....yet." I pet Piplup on his head while Dawn groan "great...oh want to come join me and the others?"
I handed Piplup to Dawn shook my head no "Not today, I have some shopping to do tell the other's I said hi though." I wave then walk away getting the flower seeds and what not's.
After a while I got all I need counting while walk
Sealed With My Kiss Chapter 4Sealed With My Kiss
"...Why are you here Rai?" I walk back to my bed sat down at the edge with ym back still facing him.
"I came cause i heard what happened to your Pokemon Arcanine...right?" I bite the bottom of my lip "It's none of your business, now please leave...I want to be alone." I lay sideways put my covers over me to cover my head I didn't want him to see me this way.
"...Allison." It was silent I thought he was gone but I was wrong cause my bed edge went down some so he must of sat down where was laying hiding under my covers "You shouldn't be hidding out like this. I know it's hard losing your friend and partner...think about it, Arcanine wouldn't want you to be this way."
I close my eye's tightly tears slide down my cheek, push my cover's off me surprising Rai tackling him to the floor hugging him while crying on him, it was like this for a while of me crying and him rubbing my back comforting me until my cries went down to hiccup sobs then I stop crying all together.
Soul Eater Behind The Scenes~Sisoku was getting ready for the next episode when her weapon partner came into the dressing room suddenly eating a bag of chips.
"Hiya." Sisoku turned to Lunar with a smile on her pale face.
"Hey." Lunar stretched her arms out as her body relaxed. "Are you ready to meet Dr. Stein?" She looked over at her partner in crime.
"Yup totally am~ It says on the script that he has to fight Maka and Soul so i wonder what kind of moves he has up his sleeves." Sisoku sighed as she combed out her short hair, thats when a tall black haired girl came into the room.
"Hey Tsubaki!" Lunar's purple hair swished as she hugged said girl.
"Hello..." Tsubaki smiled slightly as she went over to Sisoku and placed a small kiss on her cheek which made the kishin blush severely.
"Oh my god....they have me on the script to have sex with Soul?!?!" Lunar was looking at the ten page script in horror. "But im with Asura?!?!No...." She was shivering from all the weirdness.
"Tsubaki i hope you dont mind me being with C
My BeginningGrowing up was never easy for me.
Pain is all I've ever really felt throughout my life.
When I was a kid, my parents abused me and shunned me,
my sister, they loved and adored, whereas, I was cast aside.
I'd try and do great in school and obey my parents.
But, my father would still beat me whenever he felt like it,
my mom would lock me in my room for crying,
even after my father had gotten done beating me,
I spent every night of my childhood crying myself to sleep.
And at school, I'd find myself being bombarded,
with a plethora of horrible names and rhymes,
and during recess, I'd be chased all of the playground, and when I'd lay down from exhaustion, I'd be dragged all over the playground. I was always too tired to fight back after being chased.
And everyday, I'd wish for death, no one ever wanted me around.
I was medicated for how I'd react to the abuse, the names, the pain.
Pills in the morning, pills in the afternoon, pills at night,
I wasn't living, I was being an unwanted te
Melt My Frozen Heart Chapter TwoMelt My Frozen Heart
"Here's your breakfast Granny~" I put the plate of egg's and hash browns "Thank you deary." I smiled sat down across from Granny started eating my breakfast as will, when we finished I put our dishs in the sink cleaning them then helping Granny to the outside deck putting a shawl over her shoulder to keep her warm.
"You shouldn't worry about a old woman like me, deary. Why don't you go out?" I frown "But what about you Granny? I don't mind watching over you." she chuckled "Now, now child go out and make friend's."
Before I could argue even more she ushered me out so I listened to her, I didn't knwo what to do firstly so I walk around going to stand to stand seeing if I wanted to buy something I didn't do my stand today cause it was day off taking care of Granny but...Granny being Granny is being stubborn as always.
I didn't see anything I like so I wonder away from Seireitei which was a huge 'no, no' in my part but I always do this so it's no big deal nothing b
Melt My Frozen Heart Chapter OneMelt My Frozen Heart
It was a sunny day at Seireitei, people buying stuff or little kids running around playing or most likely stealing food without the shop owners noticing, but one stand was a young girl wearing a pretty whiteish pink kimono with short white hair with turquose eye's smiling and welcoming people that walk over to buy her goods which were herbs that heal cut's or antidotes for poison or sickness alike.
"Ohayo! What can I get you today ma'am?" I smiled brightly at a lady with her husband who was looking worried and scared "D-do you have any cure for sickness? Our daughter is very ill and we tried everything. the doctor told us she doesn't have much time left." I frown when the mother was balling her heart out while her hasband was holding her.
"Don't worry ma'am, all I need to know what her symptoms are and I'll hand you the cure." the hansband nodded told me his daughters symptoms instead cause his wife was still crying her eye's out, poor lady when he finished I k
Kikyo X Naraku part 2A women sat outside a hit watching a little boy run around the area. A little smile of happiness appeared on her face. She accepted him as hers and would never hate him just cause of who his father was. Her black hair glictened in the bright warm sun.
"Mama why do you always look sad" he murmured as he went over to his mother with a flower.
"Im not sad Gin, theres no need to worry about mama," she said in a reassuring tone.
She remembered the day before where she escaped naraku and encountered Inuyasha to find out he didn't want her. Im Kikyo the one he loved first!, Kikyo thought annoyed and rested her eyes on the ground. Gin was confused and slowly placed the flower behind her ear. He then raced off and began to examine any insect in veiw. Kikyo giggled at him in amusement.
Even though I didn't want him I love him with all my heart, Kikyo thought. Gin looked at his mother with a warm smile. She sworn sometimes she could see Naraku in his little innocent face. She shuddered again in t
To depression, for creating days without endWake up to the realization that you've been awake
for seconds, minutes, hours.
You've been awake in this warm, dark room
and you don't know how long it's been
but now you're conscious
and it starts again--
the pain, strong and steady, in your chest.
You gain consciousness in this too warm morning
and your thoughts whir in endless loops
because it's either that or face the weight in your chest.
Light breaks though the window, soft and unwelcome
but you take it as a reluctant gift--
a new distraction from the feelings awake in your chest.
Awake, but not conscious.
So you think yourself in circles a little while longer
waiting for those quiet pains
(the constant reminder)
to gain consciousness.
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